Literally, this 2 days I have been thinking about my boyf. It sucks tho'. Yes, 'it'. The relationship IS sucks

Then, I went to a "work" meeting, and I forgot about how sucks it is.

But, when I'm all alone, it comes again. The thoughts about how sucks the relationship is.

Then I did some activities until evening, and I almost forgot about it. Again. But, you know, my friends there always talk about relationships among others. So, when they talked about it, I always thought about how sucks my relationship is.

After that, I drove my friends home, talked about, once again, relationships among others and the girls' stuffs and all and all and all, until there was only 1 friend (in fact, she is my senior in college and already in clinical studies) in my car. Well, there was a little bit awkward between us. Then I start a topic about my friend and how her clinical studies are. We talk, we talk, we talk, and the last topic is about how to make up the time for all clinical works to run on time, and blah, and blah, and blah.

Now, I got home, I have many things to do (I think):

1. CLEAN MY ROOM

2. Search and set up the time for my clinical works (well, still a long way to go tho)

3. Call my mom to talk about my relationship

4. Sibuya (a slang word for "do everything to pretend to be busy")

After all, I only do the number 2 and 4, hahahaha.

P.S: please count the word, "sucks".